It’s December now…and it’s been almost a year since I got that text at 3:30 in the morning. A text that made me cry myself to sleep that morning. I knew that the situation between him and I had shifted dramatically since the summer, but recieving that text solidified everything and shattered my heart (and dreams) into a million pieces.
It’s been almost a year and in a small way, I’m still badly broken. If you REALLY knew my situation, then you would know that letting go and moving on isn’t as easy as some people may think. I know he still cares for me. His brother, who is my best friend, passes along the message all the time.
I know that things happen for a reason, and I’m still unsure of what the reason is behind this particular event in my life…but hopefully it’s something that will make me stronger as an individual next time around.
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“I didn’t know how good you were for me. Now it’s clear, I’m seeing all that we can be. And I know that it’s my fault but I’m gonna treat you better. Cuz if I had one wish, you’d be with me forever…Maybe I could have loved you. Maybe I could have shown, that I still do care about you more than you can know. Don’t say it’s too late to try to make it right…”
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